case 2: My English

HELP ME!!!!!!!...

I am an english major 

but i am not really satisfy with my english

my english, to be compared with my coursemate

i guess i am the worst.

 

sometimes i can't recall the grammar structure

which is the basic thing that i have to master

it is just like the structure is not there, in my powerful brain

besides,i don't easily come out with new vocabularies

when i speak.

i kind of lost in my own expertise

oh no, it is bad!! no good to me!

 

I love english and that is the major point why i am studying english

but,when i come to think that people around me

have a high expectation on me,

i have to cope with  english.

Before this,english is something fun for me

and it still but together with the struggle to go after the better english

is a complicated part for me

but still,i love english

 

 

solution that i can think of:

 

 i have to add more vocabularies

i have to watch english movies

i have to read novels

 i have to read academic writings

i have to read newspapers

i have to speak in english

 

any suggestions???? what can i do?

 

(I sue myself for my english)